I am praying for you to get through this time with the peace that comes from the knowledge that God loves you and that He will take care of you. I believe that John is enjoying being home with Jesus. He will be missed for now, but we will see him soon. I loved John as if he were my own father. I will greatly miss our morning conversation, and especially the hugs each morning before coffee with his friends at Arby's. He will be missed daily.